2015-05-17 08.17.20 1 by Eyan Spaulding on Flickr.
Birthday weekend. Photo project announcement (maybe. Might keep it under my hat so I don’t jinx myself/get lazy). Might get drunk Saturday and eat burgers all night. Maybe write more?
The same dudes that my dad used to chase from in front of the house (also, the same dudes that afforded me opportunities to help my parents out monetarily for a while. and buy my own school clothes. and pay …
I deleted my best friend’s phone number today. Again. For the 4th time since he died. Here’s to hoping it sticks.
It pervades every decision you make. Every action you take. Every conversation you have you. It determines what words you use and the posture you take when body languages betrays them. Sometimes, your mask slips. It happens.
I say all …
Stop being so concerned with finding someone else. Get comfortable with yourself and figure out who YOU are first. You also need to realize that it is entirely possible that you could wake up tomorrow morning and what mattered most …
I signed my layoff paperwork at 1:30pm. It’s not an assured thing that I’ll get laid off or lose my job, but it’s something that’s very real. Shout out to AFSCME for getting us a contract that affords me title …
A majority of my best ideas happen there, be it in the shower or on the throne. I once wrote 2 albums worth of material while taking a shit. Like I said, magical.
2pm “are you drunk already?”
4pm “he’s drunk as fuck”
4:30pm “cut Eyan off”
6pm “Eyan get me another beer
make me a drink”