{"id":1890,"date":"2013-05-03T08:46:22","date_gmt":"2013-05-03T13:46:22","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/gullierthanthou.net\/?p=1890"},"modified":"2013-05-03T08:46:22","modified_gmt":"2013-05-03T13:46:22","slug":"dubya-tee-eff","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/gullierthanthou.net\/?p=1890","title":{"rendered":"Dubya Tee Eff"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>For the most part, I&#8217;m your stereotypical Taurus. There are some things about me that are WAAAAAAAAAAAY off the mark *it&#8217;s a nurture vs nature thing. thank you parents*. <\/p>\n<p>Son.<\/p>\n<p>I woke up RESTLESS this morning. There is no fight or flight, it&#8217;s only FLIGHT.  I have no idea what&#8217;s going on. I really don&#8217;t like this shit either, yo. The ONLY thing that stopped me from throwing some stuff in a bag and rolling out for a couple days is the fact that my aunt called me to set up her PT schedule for next week. <\/p>\n<p>Responsibilities and promises are a bucket of ice water sometimes. <\/p>\n<p>I REALLY don&#8217;t like this feeling. I HATE it. Impulsive Eyan has been gone for a REALLY REALLY long time. I&#8217;m sitting here eating a bowl of cereal trying to replay yesterday&#8217;s events in my head to see what the trigger is and I can&#8217;t. I checked any and all text messages\/emails I might have read before I went to sleep last night. NOTHING. <\/p>\n<p>The only thing I have right now is this nagging feeling in the back of my head that&#8217;s telling me &#8220;you don&#8217;t need to go to to work today. pack enough clothes to last you til Monday, grab your camera bag, and go. Just GO.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>That shit gotta go, b.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>For the most part, I&#8217;m your stereotypical Taurus. There are some things about me that are WAAAAAAAAAAAY off the mark *it&#8217;s a nurture vs nature thing. thank you parents*. Son. I woke up RESTLESS this morning. There is no fight &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/gullierthanthou.net\/?p=1890\">Continue reading<span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[10],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1890","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-random-shit","p1"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p8Hp0F-uu","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/gullierthanthou.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1890","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/gullierthanthou.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/gullierthanthou.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/gullierthanthou.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/gullierthanthou.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1890"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/gullierthanthou.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1890\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/gullierthanthou.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1890"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/gullierthanthou.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1890"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/gullierthanthou.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1890"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}