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This includes burying my best friend of 20 years. This includes burying my favorite paternal aunt, who was a guiding light during some very stressful and crazy times during my life. Pretty much everything in my life up to 3 …
1. This bullshit with my sister is draining. Really really draining. She’s been the same manipulative asshole since we were kids. Everyone sees through it but my dad and that shit is putting a strain on OUR relationship. It’s putting …
Sometimes I forget that I have a place where I can talk and don’t actually have to hear my voice. I get tired of hearing it and I’m sure other people do too.
The last couple months have been meh …
If you tell someone that you KNOW has been hurt/abused before and they say “thank you.”
9 times out of 10, they mean it. They don’t expect nor believe that they deserve to be loved. Chances are, they don’t know …
I used to be that person that confused sex and love/intimacy. While you can have all with the same person at the same time, that’s not always the case. I was out here being reckless looking for intimacy through sex …
At 22 years old I was engaged and trying to apply that “black person complains about society but ain’t doing shit to improve or change it” ass logic I see on here ALL THE TIME.
Then I started to figure …
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First, let me state that I could give less than 55 star spangled fucks if you believe in extrasensory abilities of human beings. They are realer than real.
So, I’m an empath. What that means is that I’m a person …
To pick up the phone and call you. You’ve been gone for 4 years and every day is a struggle to not dial the number that is still in my phone. It’s raining outside right now and McDonalds is still …
They are starting to creep back into my life.
Not the excessive drinking, I will NEVER do that again. I’m to the point now where I know what my limits are and I stop at them if I even get …
My aunt is supposed to come home Thursday. I’m supposed to watch the kids *they adopted brother and sister tag team champions a couple years ago* so they can enjoy each other’s company for what WILL be their last New …
They found my uncle’s body. He was dismembered and all kinds of other gristly shit. The kicker? 1 (or 2) of my cousins did it. Over some dumb shit. Left work early today (actually, I’m proud of myself for doing …
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